.....Cycle Day 19.....
I am once again researching stuff about trying to conceive. I feel like I need a TTC for Dummies! Cause in all my years I never thought I would have to "try" to become pregnant. I just thought it would happen. Anyways... I'm starting here: How to Get Pregnant for Beginners. I'll probably just browse most of that section, but it's a good start anyway, right? lol. And then I'll work my way through: How to Have a Baby When You've Been TTC for Awhile. I'm sure this site is not the only place I'll look up information, but again I think it'll be a good start.
Besides doing plenty of research again this coming year... We'll be getting a few tests done. Of course I'm hoping that during this next year we'll get pregnant!!!! But if that doesn't happen, I'm just really hoping we'll get answers. That we'll get answers, know more about what's going on, and what steps to take next.
I feel like this year we haven't gone anywhere in our TTC journey. (Except maybe through a few small patches of depression). I mean... I started a blog this year and made a few friends, but that's about it. I don't feel anywhere closer to getting pregnant now then I did at the beginning of the year.
I feel like Jared and I are just starting out. I've done research and know lots about "Getting pregnant". But infertility? infertility treatments? how to diagnose infertility??? I feel so very new to it all. So in a way.. it's time to go back to school. Time to hit the books, or web, and further my education on how to become a mother. Wish me luck! I mean.... pray for me! lol