It hurts so bad.
It makes me sad.
I'm so frustrated
I feel mad.
All this time
there was a third.
They say "CONGRATS!!!"
*stupid preggo turd*
I WANT a baby.
You GOT a mistake.
You were being stupid
FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
You didn't want one.
But I REALLY do.
So why in the world,
did God choose you?
I'm not mad that you're pregnant.
But happy? I'm not.
You're not ready
for this blessing you've got.
You and your boyfriend,
parents so young.
But searching for your husband?
You may not be done.
I want to be a wife and mother.
And in that order it should be.
The world may not know it,
but the Bible agrees with me.
It hurts that it's you,
instead of me this time.
I promise I'm not mad.
I'm sorry I'm not kind.
-Suzanna 10/22/10
