Thursday, January 19, 2012

2012 year of births

.....Cycle Day 21.....
My friend Cherish is due in February.
My ex-best friend Kathleen is due in March.
My old boss Lauren, who I very much dislike, is due in May.
My new friend Kota is due in July.
My step-sister-in-law Christianne is due in August.
And my mom has been very tired lately.... announcement soon?

So pretty much every other month there is going to be a new baby this year.  If you can add to the list of pregnancies currently happening...  I'm happy for you.  I truly am!  I just...  I just wish I was one of them.  I'm jealous and it hurts.  I'm wondering how emotionally difficult this year might be filled with baby showers.
   I'm hoping to better take charge of my fertility/infertility this year.  Hoping to find answers and hopefully solutions so that I can join amongst the new moms.  Warning for all you infertiles out there: I plan to fully embrace my pregnancy when it comes.  I dream to be the one going on and on about how wonderful each kick in the ribs is, lol.  Maybe I'll start a separate blog that you don't have to follow... when and if my time comes...
   Anyways... Cheers to all the pregnant woman!  May your babies be as beautiful, wonderful, and very healthy, as we all dream ours will one day be.  *hugs*