Yesterday was an emotional day, and I knew it would be. Taking a pregnancy test first thing in the morning kinda does that to you, at least it does when it's negative, I don't know what getting a positive one is like. So yeah. I started my day staring at a test waiting and praying for that second line to appear, which it didn't. Crawled back in bed, husband asks about it, negative, and he gives the hopeful answer of "maybe it was too early to test". Oh how I wish that could have been true, oh well. First half of my day I was heartbroken. Around the middle of the day I was numb, didn't care anymore. Then I got hyper? Felt great! Haven't felt energetic in a long time. Church was wonderful. Started thinking maybe my husband was right and I wouldn't start after all. I was perky? Been so long since I've been perky my husband was asking what had gotten into me. All I wanted was for him to take advantage of my hyperness, lol. While making out with my hubby last night I felt it drop. Just all of a sudden, boom, there's my period. Talk about a mood spoiler! I went to the bathroom to check and sure enough AF had arrived once more. Next thing I know.... I'm back in tears.
So far today hasn't been much better emotional wise. Praying to have it all together at Jared's work dinner tonight. Oh and today I was asked if I'm pregnant because I made baby food jar candles for gifts this year. And yesterday? Yesterday someone told me I'm lucky I haven't needed to be on the pill to keep from getting pregnant. Yeah it's just the icing on the cake, isn't it?
